“Living loudly,bleeding quietly.” My name is Amber.Sufferer of depression since 2009 and sufferer of self-injury since 2010.But a survivor in recovery since 2012. — Welcome to my little black-and-white blog. — WARNING : Possible triggers.Tumblr (3.0; @uncontrollable-darkness)http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8d9a9b2fccf5b569b8c6add862a9b1bd/tumblr_mmp8a48vuL1s6k8cro1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/51018719160http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/51018719160Tue, 21 May 2013 16:02:31 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7d5dd0768f39764ab0c684d870f9ef2f/tumblr_mjinp8yy8v1rk6rieo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50819324047http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50819324047Sun, 19 May 2013 08:01:10 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4d8ef08b4d698ac54f048ba8c11e27f7/tumblr_mmrehshD9I1rdthlvo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50651856554http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50651856554Fri, 17 May 2013 08:01:32 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7qw03kZHQ1rcobceo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50576558769http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50576558769Thu, 16 May 2013 08:01:10 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a1efcc093d00172410b30ca178b80fa9/tumblr_ml7wkjDJ6n1s112nao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50495914129http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50495914129Wed, 15 May 2013 08:01:19 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/01b28263147522a976a55649370657a9/tumblr_mjqae7XGyF1qgujfno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50088832266http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50088832266Fri, 10 May 2013 08:01:39 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/65b6fd20da44096cdaaf9bfc7c593924/tumblr_mmi29ktAeg1qbhzr8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50040206955http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50040206955Thu, 09 May 2013 16:02:45 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fc3d06a398c8f8fccdc2c3d85d4c65f9/tumblr_miyb8oVERy1r6gnqvo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50012274368http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/50012274368Thu, 09 May 2013 08:01:21 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c902c3a683baa69fe06efccf785fbbc4/tumblr_mmgwrsEEQI1rijbg1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49933234426http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49933234426Wed, 08 May 2013 08:01:24 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ec0bcd71a81e1a8548cfc13aca172790/tumblr_mkpyc6cRTg1r5n34uo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49883002360http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49883002360Tue, 07 May 2013 16:02:12 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/033a3d1fb5a9a1179277ee9aebd36beb/tumblr_mi6lbackvs1rf0kluo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://h-ella.tumblr.com/post/49786825222/ad">h-ella</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://bit.ly/12nyPNI">AD</a></p> </blockquote>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49854541567http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49854541567Tue, 07 May 2013 08:01:41 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5f1rf7fA51qchpddo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49774094120http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49774094120Mon, 06 May 2013 08:01:20 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bc095cb3ae45e2b7c877ad661c8555e1/tumblr_mkr15cNxIQ1rylz1bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49721820134http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49721820134Sun, 05 May 2013 16:02:20 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6bb9a3c908f14a953d8b9e67556f62d0/tumblr_mm6pd8iR7l1spr06uo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49512055555http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49512055555Fri, 03 May 2013 08:01:13 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5a351330b0483e56540f8bd17c6a39f9/tumblr_mfziawmWV61rc7xdyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49177920348http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49177920348Mon, 29 Apr 2013 08:01:33 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cadb7fd53c03a764e3b6963f18de3136/tumblr_miedgpar2Z1r93ig4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49127280395http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/49127280395Sun, 28 Apr 2013 16:02:24 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8fcfc2902079457a9daf8ff60c2cfd98/tumblr_mlprq3uS2a1rkbqbko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://these-times-will-pass.tumblr.com/post/48714624093">these-times-will-pass</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://these-times-will-pass.tumblr.com/"><strong>Love quotes? you will love this blog!</strong></a></p> </blockquote>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/48773498816http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/48773498816Wed, 24 Apr 2013 08:01:10 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m987w7QFNl1qhj0ljo1_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m987w7QFNl1qhj0ljo2_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p><small>I went to Japan not thinking I was coming back. This was our first trip there; this was right before I got clean. And as the story has kind of gone, I got on that plane and I packed real light. <strong>I was so addicted to self-destruction, I think more than the drugs. There is something very romantic about it.</strong> And I didn’t pack anything, I packed show clothes and they smelled awful, they smelled like I had lived on the streets. I really thought I was going to die. I thought I wasn’t coming back.</small></p> </blockquote>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47810128559http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47810128559Fri, 12 Apr 2013 16:02:28 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m73rpojgTb1r4u9wdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47780590270http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47780590270Fri, 12 Apr 2013 08:01:30 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9c1f77e82ed81d4179735d6b7f896488/tumblr_mki01zKAfx1s7yw7vo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://p4inpills.tumblr.com/post/47578831268/black-and-white-depression-blog">p4inpills</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><strong><a href="http://p4inpills.tumblr.com/" title="black and white, depression blog.">black and white, depression blog.</a></strong></p> </blockquote>http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47619777035http://uncontrollable-darkness.tumblr.com/post/47619777035Wed, 10 Apr 2013 08:01:28 -0600